I woke up this morning with a renewed mind and spirit. I feel as though I can conquer the world. I have decided that when I give up the power to control my emotions and feelings I am not me. I realize that I am merely just existing and not living. I know that God wants more for me, in fact for the first time ever I want more for myself. There I said it and I absolutely mean it. I released a strong hold that was controlling me last night by speaking words of truth to someone very special to me. I released a lot of hurt and pretending. I am no longer at the masquerade ball, my mask is coming off and my true self is finally being revealed. I feel like a new person. I realize I have some giants to face and am finally ready to face them. I am finally strong enough and courageous enough in fact to face and conquer them.
It is time for me to move forward with no regrets! With the change of the season quickly approaching so is the change with me. God has shown so much favor towards me, and I am both grateful and amazed that I can serve such a wonderful God! I know that I could never do enough to earn His goodness, but because I am His child I am so loved and do not have to go through anything alone! I feel like the prodigal daughter. Searching, looking and depending on everyone but never looking to the hills where my strength and help comes from. I no longer feel that I need to focus or give time to the past hurts, no matter how recent they are. I only need to bury them and make way for all of the goodness that God has in store for me. I need to love unconditionally my adversaries and forgive deeply in my heart and release any ungodly thoughts and things out of my life. My mind and body is finally in sync with one another and that makes a much healthier me. I can do all things in Christ that strengthens me! Only He is worthy of judging me!
“I DECIDE”
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